It really hurts me when people who I havn't seen all day come home
tired and don't want to talk to me. And I know there would be a
confrontation if I dared say anything : /

And even though I will most likely be hurt and ignored I want to ask
him again if I can see him. It's like although in my head I know I
shouldn't do this to my self again, my heart tells me to try one more
time. I don't know...