Just sent him an email. And now the waiting begins.... Please God,
only you know what the future holds. Please, if it's your will open
his eyes to me, to the love I want to give him. And if he says no can
you (as only you can) help me to accept it. I really love this person
God and want to know him and be a part of his life. Thanks God, for
all the things you do for me.
(I'm shaking with nerves!!)