Just because you've said no and you don't like me, doesn't mean I can
just stop liking you. I can't switch those feelings off. I still care,
I still value you and appreciate you. Please God, will you watch over
him today please? Thanks for the good moments I had with him. You know
his heart, please save him God, if you havn't already. Please be with
him, help him, shelter and protect him. Thanks so much God, for this
most precious and dear person.
I'm not sure why but writing this post has made me tear up a bit, I
think because what I've written here is the true essence of my heart.
And that is, that while yes I've been angry, I am still very much FOR
James, and not against him, as my angry posts may have indicated.