Feeling really stressed. The leave I applied for in April and was told
I had ( saw STB write it on the year at a glance calander when i
asked) has not been put on the roster and that jolly woman has gone on
her own holiday. This is so like her. I'm shaking my head in absolute
disgust here. If I don't get the leave I've been granted, I will quit.
I am not taking this. Please God, can you sort this out? I've put
money into this and have been looking forward to it. Please take this
anger, worry and fear from me. I don't know what else to do.
I really wish I could talk to you James, and could get your advice. I just
miss you.